Saturday, January 31, 2009

SAR drifting career

Why do I come to Shenzhen?good man, the young do not blank. Home life is comfortable, but not easy trapped heart. We leave their homes came to an unfamiliar city, all with a dream, or a mood. Shenzhen, a city of a dream; opportunity to adequately prepare people waved. Struggle, and ultimately will not regret it. When you look back in time, not because of our own shame; When you come to naught, it will also due to have done and no regrets. Perhaps the process of bitterness, the result may not be brilliant, but enrich the lives of so … …
I was Liuyang, graduated from a famous university in southern China, saying that it is famous, not because of its reputation in the domestic Xuan Joseph, but in the eyes of Cantonese, which is one of the better university. Although schools were the first, but my professional people to be very reluctant to do. I studied environmental engineering, environmental protection cause of the rise in China is just called sunrise industry, in fact, the sun still early, so my job is through a rather twisty path. From the big four, I will contact the four, hoping to mix feed. However, a senior at the end, we have to pass the civil service professionals, besides, there are, and everyone’s situation is very tragic, are the words women’s apartment in question. Finally, it has been running out of patience, and only low-priced big sale. Male students have signed a state-owned enterprises, monthly subsistence, there are female students to, day and night. I am still running in the Pearl River Delta, in addition to expectations of a monthly income of a little money can work. Finally, I am from an acquaintance introduced into a person opened Liuyang environmental companies. Interviews when the first owner of the town in all sincerity and seriousness: I must be in the short term you trained experts in the field of Miu Miu Handbag. I was impressed by his sincerity, Nanshan District, Shenzhen Environmental Protection Agency had asked me to attend job interviews, I have the into his company, hoping to flex its muscles.
In Shenzhen, to find a job when relatives live in, work will be renting their own. So a few days ago to go to work, I go to work during the day,looking for an apartment, to return to relatives to dinner, tired mess, because the distance very far outside of customs clearance inside running. But also very tired, we are doing works every day to run in all sites, site in the clearance, the long distances every day, half the time spent in the car. I first entered the company, but a person handle the role of psychological pressure is also large. Every night, I was so tired could not sleep, I would like, the human world is none other than the most regressive thing with this. Very small companies, office with a driver will be 7 individuals, engineers, only one, I do not know how I will grow to experts. Slowly, I understand the company’s mode of operation, in fact, and many companies similar to, the key is how the works, I will not do it does not matter, I call on experts, to earn one million others, I earn 100,000. I have been very much admired the boss of the wrist and the use of money, courage, and then a big project he has carried out that no amount of money he used completely. I and accounting is a fellow, we are used to the boss for the old Liu said. Old Liu’s own admission is a farmer-run, as long as profits are made, all these could be discussed.
Because of work, I was assigned to the site the next. Shenzhen Airport is located next to the site is very remote, are under construction around the site, a barren rock. In Shenzhen, without the approval of environmental protection departments can not build factories, therefore, environmental protection facilities must be built first, saying that we are pioneering cattle not be overstated. On site who are basically my fellow townsman, a smoke poisoning, the prison, there had been gambling, and short, are a great background of. Stay with them a long time, I came to know the company’s glorious history. Old Liu was the mafia leader, dominating the Shenzhen, the hands of a group of desperadoes, the bigger the sale. Later societies in transition, industrial projects, has just started construction, the field of environmental protection in recent years to the development and prosperity.
Life is very difficult site, it’s not a bad food, after all, there are special cooking. Do is the same big pot, a few dozen people around the basin vegetables, devouring more than the speed, slow eating only residual soup, vegetables and even a trace of pepper will not be left behind. Jin You Yan dishes do not watch wanted to shedding tears. Faint when they leave the boss told me to do a good job skinny 10kg plans. I was called to supervision, in fact, I would like to merge the working people and the bottom. They stand, I can not sit; they do, I can not; they eat, I can not go to Miu Miu Purse, because they do not leave the slightest bit of food to me. Hydropower is our own access, often irregular water and electricity. No bed, I find three oil drums, a wooden ride a sleeping above,often dreamed that in the dream to fall into the abyss. The most inconvenient is no place to shit, only a few hundred meters away there is a , this is the most I have seen creative toilet.ride at a pond on the fence off a few mats, above Shop thatch, which take a few pieces of wood, were squatting on the wooden planks in the manger, fish jumping above jubilation, there are others who come to their room. This piece of barren land within a radius of several years hard to see half a woman, running away from home occasionally to see a the ladies, we are excited about this group of men, four whistles. If, after seeing a matter, we will back to see her go away until it disappeared into the horizon.
Before I left the boss also confessed that, you as a holiday, drowsy sleep, play on the play. To the site, I came to realize that the boss of the care and thought. The site is not built next to the dormitory, the doors are installed is not locked, in the evening, strong winds hit the door roll, hitting the wall loud sound, like holding the same salute, a place that dozens of ring. Wind waves swept through, one gun salute sounded. Mosquitoes around quietly, accompanied by me, but also tender to bite me, and killed one of its later mosquito. It is impossible to guard against fleas. My mat stained with blood, I guess if I lost 10kg, it should be caused by excessive bleeding. Can not sleep at night, can not sleep during the day and more. Tianyi light, the site began to operate a variety of machines, mixers, fans, lithotripsy machine, electric machine, × × machine mixed issued the loud noise, one after another. Aircraft overhead every few minutes on the trip, the plane flew over, Yin Yu linger, enlightening. The workers are complaining, and do not know which country made the plane broke, really poor quality. Want to play, look around, devastated, very difficult. The workers told me a few miles to the sea can only water has been contaminated. I think I’m not death, or stay in site safety point. The site is not safe, we must always guard against the high-altitude drops and UFO attacks. I witnessed a worker slipped and almost fell from a building to go into a comminuted fracture, the better he tightly grasped the wall, I hastened to the past to pull him up. I want is for me, I will drive West Cape, and I did not he then a good skill.
I would like to move around from time to time on site, the workers from time to time people fight, loaders lift heavy objects, busy chores. Dust a large site,strong everywhere dirty also hidden danger, the set of dirty work clothes to prove I was not at the site of. And workers with a break, I saw a lot of garbage in the site wander, they wear very ragged, and even better than my pieces paint, stained overalls embroidered track. Them with a magnet, like the metal detector, like looking for buried in the deep strata of scrap metal. In order to a wire, they are even with the digging machine in the back, despite the danger to the lives of plunder. I also see a women to serve as coolies, she moved with little hard body, to carry wood or bricks. They work hard just to survive. I watched them, and then take a look at himself, was found, I also became a member of their Central, we are all laboring people.
Site had no holiday and the Mid-Autumn Festival, National Day spent in the work. Gratifying that the Mid-Autumn Festival night, the workers used the money to sell scrap metal from faraway places in return for several bottles of beer. We are filled with rice wine,the drink, in this foreign land down there is a ray of warmth also took our minds off these differences. No woman’s day, we often talk about some low-speed yellow Duan, in order to kill time, but received only more emptiness.
Lonely, lonely forgotten love, affection, friendship, I have not remember the love my people and I love people. Phone no signal can only be used to look at the time. Occasionally receive a text message will let me excited, but disappointed that it was only sent by China Mobile ads. Night every day and look to the sky, Lone Star the stars also lonely. Long non-smoker, and to the site, but then one of a lit cigarette, in order to disperse the lonely, only by burning smoke more. Often miss an office since before the days to come, blowing air-conditioning on the Internet, elegant way in a few pretty small clerks middle, but that is the past. “What other things to say and how many tears to flow … …” next to the site from.   
A record of this text, I would like to commemorate the site of the tragic life of one month. Tragically, the tragic to continue … …
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Shenzhen’s work really hard to find ah

The first month of this year, San asked me to go out with him, I did not agree. I do not like the San’s character, he too strong, and special stubborn temperament, it is easy to extremes.
San go out, I also play at home more than two months before deciding to Shenzhen. Period, has not San news. He is such a person, I know that did not find suitable work is not associated with the home.
Shenzhen For me, it is absolutely the attractiveness of avant-garde and fashion is synonymous with the world, after Shenzhen, it is equivalent to seeing the world. Moreover, there are a lot of university students in Shenzhen, and then will not go hungry poor.
In Shenzhen, the Shenzhen also do not feel any better. I know, for me, Shenzhen is just a post, she is just one of my end-result. I did not integrate into the conditions and her desire. Only know that things here more expensive, if a time can not find a job will be a lot of trouble, and even the beggar may have. This time, crime is a very mature conditions.
Often with the people against the reality, I am worried what will happen. Shenzhen in the coming three weeks after the possession of a university diploma I did not find a job, every day around his mind at all times so thought out: the University of wholesale jewelry is white, and learn basic void. Period, the company deceived liar liar and cash 150; was deceived by an intermediary intermediary fees 30; in the talent market, it borrowed from a fellow bike stolen; buses were pickpockets pickpocketing a wallet containing cash 60 multi-block.
Just, I encountered so many useless things, a sudden, I have to rip the. Sometimes, I want a tooth for a tooth, I had stolen I steal other people! With my education and capital, I definitely did better than the average person doing great. But not at the time of moral awakening me, so I continue to hover in this to look for work.   
At the same time, fellow lodgers increasingly ugly face, I feel I am afraid that soon he will get me out. Although villagers do not speak, but I feel drawn. Because the rent is really expensive here, nobody wants to put in the house of idlers Moreover, there is some philistine thinking inside. If normal, as I leave, I may not be the most to see someone else’s face. But not now, leaving fellow dormitory, I have to sleep on the streets of.
Poor me this with a university diploma intellectuals, do not even raise their own living. Finally, I even have to work interview, but useless, they do not, for fear of God is too effemination have antagonistic sentiments.
And at home almost ceased all contact, no face ah! Crime idea to stimulate a deeper and deeper, I often think of my heart on the itch.
That day, I went downstairs to buy kitchen supplies - in the roof, always said what. The past few days, food and kitchen spices is basically what I do, but also the bargain detergent soap and toothpaste. These things make me feel that money is not easy, they are also beginning to learn to handmade jewelry came.
Bargain it is and the boss, a woman’s cries:
“Robbery ah! Help ah! Robbery … …”
I rise, an unkempt hair longer have blocked the face and head middle-aged man ran, and a woman behind the recovery side.
Here is an alley, a very narrow very quiet, but also extending in all directions on the sees people, it is easy to avoid. Shows the sophisticated looting.
Running back! 
right foot along with protruding eyes but no chaos, open front. This is a diversionary measure.
Sure enough, reach out to ward off looters when I was my right foot to the ground, was a task I. Then looters look at me, I see his face, hesitated a moment. He earned, but I still firmly in their hands. He did not see free on hard to cut me one.
The female victim to come to catch up, grabbed the purse hands after the non-stop thanks to me. Subsequently, the Community Security hearing from looters firmly sent to the police station.
Along the way, everyone was full of praise for me, the owner is grateful to have been allowed my hand tightly, she said there are more than 50,000 in cash to buy a car and a number of important documents. Said what I did not hear, I just feel mind and heart soon.
I have been looking forward to the robbery, while looters do not severely cut from time to time I look, I wanted to eat.
The looters, but also nothing special. Only his mother, I called her mother.
He is my San.
With the security behind me, his mind has been the sentence:
“Shenzhen’s work really hard to find ah!”
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